just praying to a god that I don't believe in.

the commentary from the 4th goal.

"there's a good footballer. Right foot or left foot, he doesn't care. That's what you do on your weak side and unsure. you set yourself, and you put your foot through."

I guess that's probably the most important lesson in life anyone can tell you. When you're unsure, just follow your gut, pick a spot, and you just barge through.

"mistakes are temporary, regrets are forever"

anyone who's known me for awhile knows this, and I admit it. I am a whiner. The worst of the sort. The idiot that whines and whines when he doesn't get his way, until he gets some form of recognition. I'd like to think that I'm better now but yea.

Which brings me to whining about ATEC. I know its not actually THAT bad for me, but still, when you've had surgery done for your knee, and you';ve been downPES-ed you really have no mood to go fight. Throw in the fact that someone actually promised you since April that you shouldnt have to be fighting it.

But anyway, whatever, that's that and its over.

just have to put my best foot forward, and run through this 4 days. And obviously, do it with the help of my favourite symbol of hope and faith. A one man's mission to put everything right because the world is just so wrong.

and a really really nice painting to describe everything.