Vindicate my soul
Not because they finally found the truth
Not because I finally decided to try
Not because she finally decided to confess
Vindicated for i am selfish, i am wrong
Vindicated from the stigma around me
Vindication from the intricate facades you created
The perennial lies you've been feeding me.

haha. this was crapped out during H1 Literature Lecture. Considering that i''ve not done lit since sec 2 and have never liked it i think its quite good la haha. The theme of it was feeling. ok fine we had some sort of a format shown to us to help us but still i think it rocked lo. I haven't exactly been feeling vindicated receently, more of accused thanks to an assclown called ong lai who is also my brother brother now LOL. ok la thank you la thank you la. u help me alot k ong lai ^_^ incidentally he and david were good frineds in Pri sch and even JT knows him LOL


ok i got too lazy to post up day 2 and day 3 of my Orientation. i doubt any1 cares either so hahaha. Anyway wad's important about teh 2 days was that we went out on friday nigth from school to Clarke Quay. damn cool right hahhaa. then we did alot of stupid things there. wan know wad? msg me i lazy to type it out! We drank lots of sparkling juice, took pictures and make oursleves look like clowns. i even got tricked to carry her bag la wad de hawk.

ok today was like damn crap. waste of time. I saw my timetable showing some PE Lesson which spanned from 8-10. rocks right? i mean 2 hours of PE i also wan sia.

in the end, we were horribly disappointed when the stupid pe teachers went up and gave some freaking 2 hour lecture. like damn wad de hawk la. waste my time, i felt so cheated, and so bored.

after that played abit of soccer in the street soccer (or izzit volleyball court?) ok la scored the only goal. but i think i played badly shit lol.

then was maths lecture. ok pior to my story i guess i should mention that the arts stream people and sci stream people are split into 2 lecture theatres. arts is LT4. Sci is LT5. So i went into Maths lecture abit late cause i took some time to change and everything. That's when i realised. HEY SHIT WHERE ALL THE GUYS! wad de hawk sia i tought they all pon-ned lecture. i was damn du lan and all. then that stupid gradys decided to rub it in and ask me to sit in the front seat. lol. but i saw this cute kc girl whom apparently Gwen knows damn small world. but yea, i was all alone in this dumb lecture where the maths lecturer's voice was as exciting as watching grass grow. my god he was like monotone personified. i was like falling asleep other than to see his examples which i think were much mre helpful LOL.

then i suddenly realised i had missed calls and a msg fm eugene some assclown who crashed my school lolx. "eh u pon lecture with the girls ah". i read it and was like...wad de hawk. Then realisation dawned upon me. OH CHEY THEY WERE ALL IN LT5 BY MISTAKE AND I WAS IN LT4. oh well. it still sucked. i was like all alone still. bleh. and i felt like watching grass grow. bleh

after maths i skipped my h1 lecture to go eat lnch. and do my maths tutorial, ended calling Mrs low my Sec tuition teacher for help LOL. then that weiting came over and laughed sia nb.

better still some senirs like dustin saw me and were like "sia la you from Norman's group right, how is this possible?" For the uninitated, Norman is my OGL or Orientation Group LEader, and he has this reputation for slacking. i think.

but yea. then after that was the lit lecture which of course i had my moment of inspiration and wrote that classical masterpiece. to be honest there really is more to it than the words but never mind la haha.

then came the cca briefing and all and soon the soccer trials. my god just talking about it pisses me off.

okw e went there and the 1st thing the coach said to us was "do you guys think you're good, if you think you;re average i think you should leave now." then he practically left us looking stunned and all while he lead his team to do some running and all while we all were like discussing among ourselves. its not just his words, but his tone and that arrogance in his swagger my god. fucking hell i wanted to just kick his ass. then after he finished like 20 mins of his running he came back and gave us a general 'briefing' where he tried to impress upon us his disappointment that none of us had anyy pior c or b div experience in soccer. Then he went on like "i'm soryr we cannot take in you people who are average because most likely you will just train with us then later go on to MJC TPJC or other JC's to play for them then we would have wasted our time." like HELLO!? WAD DE HAWK LA. 1st of that's generalisation liao, then u go on to show how you are like 1 heck of a selfish ass clown la. i mean the way u phrase it is bad enough. hello? you are an educator, and you sound like that. wad de. some educating future generation pls. my god.

i mean like, please la give us some respect and urself some too. If you're like VJC or MJC or JJC or SAJC who are in top 4 you have bragging rights la. but you;re around mid table or upper mid-table at best maybe abit humility and not like "you all not good enough to join can just fuck off". my god. We all were like damn pissed la, you never see us play yet u talk so much crap liao. surely that was un-neccesary? i dunno. i just didn't like ur attitude, ur tone, alot of us who went there left with a bitter taste in our mouth. no wonder people dun wan stay at SRJC la. got ass clowns like u sheesh.

then after the horrible experience, i went to find si ying, priya, jun jie, cheryl, gladys where we planned to go out. kena ps-ed my cheryl halfway lol so...damn. haha. apparently our JX and miss shiela also pangsed. Sheila is now like our Pangseh queen cause she keep pangsehing us la hahaha.

then on the trip home. i got lost with si ying but in the end found our way. then we started talking about our previos experiences in this odyssey called love lol. i only had 1. and she was like "omg you are so young la haha". oh wel.. bleh. i'm conscious of my looks and know how i would usually fare wad haha.

anyway we started sharing our sob stories..ok la more of me sharing mine. and all. then she started giving some advice pertaining to this new thing i guess. haha. I think as much as i say i like girls that are tall and decent and the more reserved, less open type, i think wad i really want sometimes is someone who can spare some time once in awhile to just talk along with me and more than just reply. Help me when i'm down, calem me when i'm pissed, i may be selfish to ask for their time even when their busy i guess...but i'm sorry i guess...>.<

that's about all for today i guess.


P.s: do you really wanna be my most familiar stranger, or are you merely reciprocating wad i've done..?

and i found this off friendster, its supposed to be accurate but i think its alright la. i mean i hope it comes true i guess.

Either grab a writing utensil
and
something to write on, or just remember
your anwers.

Apparently this is 99.9% TRUE

Don't peek at the answers, cause it
ruins
it.scrol
down...









1)Write the first name of a
person that pops into your head.
(it has to be the first)



2) Which is your favorite color out of
red, black, blue, green, yellow?



3) Your first initial? A-Z



4) Your month of birth?



5) Which color do you like more, black
or white?



6) Name of a person of the same sex as
yours.



7) Your favorite number?



8) Do you like California or Florida
more?



9) Do you like the lake or the ocean
more?



10) Write down a wish. (A realistic
one).










ARE Y0U D0NE?
iF S0 SCR0LL D0WN.
(D0N'T CHEAT... fool...)
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THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this
person.

2. If you choose:

Red - You are alert and your life is
full of
love.

Black - You are conservative and
aggressive.

Green - Your soul is relaxed and you
are
laid
back.

Blue - You are spontaneous and love
kisses
and affection from the ones you love.

Yellow- you are a very happy person and
give
good advice to those who are down.


3. If your initial is:

A-K You have a lot of love and
friendships in
your life.

L-R You try to enjoy your life to the
maximum
and your love life is
soon to blossom.

S-Z You like to help others and your
future love
life looks very good.


4. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for
you and
you will discover that you fall in
love with
someone totally unexpected.

April-June: You will have a strong love
relationship that will not last long
but the
memories will last forever.

July-Sep: You will have a great year
and
will
experience a major life changing
experience for
the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too
great,
but eventually you will find your soul
mate.

5. If you chose...

Black: Your life will take on a
different
direction, it will seem hard at the
time but
will be the best thing for you, and
you will
be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who
completely
confides in you and would do anything
for you,
but you may not realize it.


6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you
have in
your lifetime.

8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:

Lake: You are loyal to your friends
and to
your
love. And you are very reserved.

Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to
please
people.

10. This wish will come true only if
you
RE-POST THIS BULLETIN
in one hour and it will come true
before
your next birthday

repost with the title 99.9% true