I learnt the hard way today. that in this world, there are just some people that you cannot please. Some people who will needlessly find fault with your every behaviour and find an excuse to hate u ad pick on you for it.

"orh i dun like you cause you try to hard to be part of the gang."

I mean like please la, wad kind of a screw up excuse is that. I'm not goign to argue with you over this accusation, because i respect your screwed up opinion. I mean like, i've tried to patch things up, dunno how u turn around again and find something else to be du lan with. Fuck la. You and your big ego. Now i know how Yap Heng feels sometimes.

Most of you know this person but i think only a precious few will be able to pinpoint this particular person. Liang, and maybe Ben, please keep this a secret to yourselves. maybe if u want tell him enxt year or something where we most likely won't meet la. thanks. you guys rock ^_^.

Amazingly, i picked out smething useful from Gerald's rubbish, that despite all the crap. he said something in a different context that picked out to suit the current one. "there's so many people else who care about you, why bother yourself with one."

and i admit, i've been lucky to realise and relive former friendships with various other people. might as well cherish those instead of trying to pick up with someone who very obviously doesn't want to...

speaking of good friends. Well done ah viv. your story sounds like a Fairytale to be very honest lolx. congrats. i won't say i didn't expect you to win it la. Had a feeling it might happen, just wasn't sure lol. remember to get something for me when you're at Gold Coast ^_^

"mastering other is strength ; mastering yourself is fearess" - Lao Tze