sour grapes or matured thinking. you decide
I'm not exactly surehow it happened, all I know is that it did happen.
Ive been alittle (ok fine a little is kinda like wrong) addicted to youtube, reviving and reliving the lost childhood of before. What I'm talking about is the jabroni beating, ah-la-la-la pie eating, death defying, electrifying, can star in a movie, catch a pass, still have the ability to layeth the smacketh down on your candy ass the People's Champ THE ROCK.
Damn I loved him back in those days. Whenever his entrance music hit I just got shivers and shivers and shivers down my spine and I wanted to do nothing more than to stand up and screAM OMG ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCK!
Seriously though, the Rock is one of my all time favourite wrestlers not because of his chiselled good looks or his wrestling ability but rather its his talent in cutting promos, and how he can just hold me spellbound whenever he talks like no other WWE wrestler can. Its something I've been trying (or dreaming I must say) to emulate. Unfortunately life doesn't always work out this way does it.
Whatever it is, I've decided to incoporate abit of 'rocky-iness' in today's post. the Rock likes to present himself in the 3rd person angle i.e The Rock says this. So today my post will be done mainly in 3rd person. Starting from.... right about now.
So vindicatedsoul here was talking to his friend a few days ago and we happened to stumble on the touchy topic of... love LOL. LOL because he was telling vindicatedsoul about how its alot stressful and stuff to like a girl and here was vindicatedsoul thinking..hell I never ever had that problem (and probably will NEVER, [and vindicatedsoul means never], have such a problem). With vindicatedsoul its pretty straightforward. Any inkling of perhaps the girl requitting any form of emotion or interest is purely fictional and more often than not a fragment of the intricate and random mind of vindicatedsoul. The girl has to be half..nah, fully blind to actually consider that eh. What vindicatedsoul means is that love wasn't made for fat and ugly assclowns like me, so there's no stress really, just plain teasing having alittle fun teasing and we're off before we do something stupid. Like what vindicatedsoul told a few of his friends after they realised the guy they like kinda was playing with them when he was already attached was that "love is a privilledge for the good-looking, the rest of us are just along for the ride." Which yours truly has yet to see anything to contradict that opinion. oh well, that's just the way life goes, everyone's superficial on some sense. Girls go for you either for the money or for the looks. Without either you might as well try and go for the wall, yea it might give ya a more positive response. >_><_<
*ok i decided to stop the 3rd person shit cause its not funny and absolutely dumb lol"
Just to continue on the subject. Maybe I have a myopic view of things (which I won't deny) but it doesn't help that my friends (nope not me like i said) are having or had problems in their current boat and nothing seems to be working for them. It doesn't help that our theme song is Someday We'll Know. It garun-damn-tee doesn't help when we see once of our friends going all out, bringing the girl out to expensive restaurants for the many times they went out... only to end up in an awkward situation where she's kinda avoiding him. And I thought what I experienced previously was bad. bit time ouch. Then again like I said, love's for the good looking, the rest of us are there just to make up the numbers. I'll never trust it anymore I guess. Then again there isn't a need to, cause the only one that creates these illusions are myself.
But I guess that's the way life is. Life goes on, the Earth still spins, and alford still stinks, Desmond still spews crap, jasoon's still fat, Eugene's still a Kapo, Yongyi's still with Redonna, Wee Beng's still in CHEST club, Darren's still a smart-ass, Johnson's still as knowledgeable as ever and Yoke Ming's...no longer as sadistic?
ok ok enough of the bullcrap. As I was saying, I'm now in the kinda unfamiliar position where I don't have any affection for anyone, which isn't bad, just strange. Then again it allows me to judge my friends' positions more rationally. In any case I guess I just got sick and tired of running the risk of getting avoided so I don't care. Me and Marcsim were talking about it a few weeks back and we concluded this. If you're rich, you'll definitely have girls. So what you should do now, is to envisage a job that you want, make sure it pays you well, and work your way towards it. I know what I wanna be. A restaurant manager or a hotel manager in a leading hotel chain in Singapore, possibly in the IR or Marriot Hotel. How I'm gonna get there is a different story, what I do know is, with a target set in mind, I've kinda been able to narrow down what I want in University, and proceed on from there. I havent had the time to plan everything down in detail but what I do have at the very least is a certian framework and structure of what I want. We both then agreed that we wuld tell the girls whom we still couldnt let go that "if fate has it we'll meet again". And we would strive hard for our goal.
Doesn't seem that a bad idea does it?
But first and foremost, I guess I'm gonna double up on my "lost-the-flab" trainings and really get myself into shape. or maybe many shapes instead of 1 big round shape. Maybe that'll change my luck HMM...
somehow I'm not getting the joy or I'm obviously not hitting the right buttons cause this definitely wasn't what I felt when I was picturing this post out on the bus. Oh well, thats life for ya I guess. "that's just the way life goes". Something just feels missing fom this post. DAMN.
P.S: "seeing you in february was great
Cliches eventually all come true
Time heals all wound"
though you probs won't be reading this I guess I'm still gonna say it. seeing you back in tuition was great. i don't wanna speak cause i dun wanna rake up the past, and make myself regret all the stupid things I did just to impress you. All I'm gonna say is that good luck, and fuck off.
Ive been alittle (ok fine a little is kinda like wrong) addicted to youtube, reviving and reliving the lost childhood of before. What I'm talking about is the jabroni beating, ah-la-la-la pie eating, death defying, electrifying, can star in a movie, catch a pass, still have the ability to layeth the smacketh down on your candy ass the People's Champ THE ROCK.
Damn I loved him back in those days. Whenever his entrance music hit I just got shivers and shivers and shivers down my spine and I wanted to do nothing more than to stand up and screAM OMG ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCK ROCK!
Seriously though, the Rock is one of my all time favourite wrestlers not because of his chiselled good looks or his wrestling ability but rather its his talent in cutting promos, and how he can just hold me spellbound whenever he talks like no other WWE wrestler can. Its something I've been trying (or dreaming I must say) to emulate. Unfortunately life doesn't always work out this way does it.
Whatever it is, I've decided to incoporate abit of 'rocky-iness' in today's post. the Rock likes to present himself in the 3rd person angle i.e The Rock says this. So today my post will be done mainly in 3rd person. Starting from.... right about now.
So vindicatedsoul here was talking to his friend a few days ago and we happened to stumble on the touchy topic of... love LOL. LOL because he was telling vindicatedsoul about how its alot stressful and stuff to like a girl and here was vindicatedsoul thinking..hell I never ever had that problem (and probably will NEVER, [and vindicatedsoul means never], have such a problem). With vindicatedsoul its pretty straightforward. Any inkling of perhaps the girl requitting any form of emotion or interest is purely fictional and more often than not a fragment of the intricate and random mind of vindicatedsoul. The girl has to be half..nah, fully blind to actually consider that eh. What vindicatedsoul means is that love wasn't made for fat and ugly assclowns like me, so there's no stress really, just plain teasing having alittle fun teasing and we're off before we do something stupid. Like what vindicatedsoul told a few of his friends after they realised the guy they like kinda was playing with them when he was already attached was that "love is a privilledge for the good-looking, the rest of us are just along for the ride." Which yours truly has yet to see anything to contradict that opinion. oh well, that's just the way life goes, everyone's superficial on some sense. Girls go for you either for the money or for the looks. Without either you might as well try and go for the wall, yea it might give ya a more positive response. >_><_<
*ok i decided to stop the 3rd person shit cause its not funny and absolutely dumb lol"
Just to continue on the subject. Maybe I have a myopic view of things (which I won't deny) but it doesn't help that my friends (nope not me like i said) are having or had problems in their current boat and nothing seems to be working for them. It doesn't help that our theme song is Someday We'll Know. It garun-damn-tee doesn't help when we see once of our friends going all out, bringing the girl out to expensive restaurants for the many times they went out... only to end up in an awkward situation where she's kinda avoiding him. And I thought what I experienced previously was bad. bit time ouch. Then again like I said, love's for the good looking, the rest of us are there just to make up the numbers. I'll never trust it anymore I guess. Then again there isn't a need to, cause the only one that creates these illusions are myself.
But I guess that's the way life is. Life goes on, the Earth still spins, and alford still stinks, Desmond still spews crap, jasoon's still fat, Eugene's still a Kapo, Yongyi's still with Redonna, Wee Beng's still in CHEST club, Darren's still a smart-ass, Johnson's still as knowledgeable as ever and Yoke Ming's...no longer as sadistic?
ok ok enough of the bullcrap. As I was saying, I'm now in the kinda unfamiliar position where I don't have any affection for anyone, which isn't bad, just strange. Then again it allows me to judge my friends' positions more rationally. In any case I guess I just got sick and tired of running the risk of getting avoided so I don't care. Me and Marcsim were talking about it a few weeks back and we concluded this. If you're rich, you'll definitely have girls. So what you should do now, is to envisage a job that you want, make sure it pays you well, and work your way towards it. I know what I wanna be. A restaurant manager or a hotel manager in a leading hotel chain in Singapore, possibly in the IR or Marriot Hotel. How I'm gonna get there is a different story, what I do know is, with a target set in mind, I've kinda been able to narrow down what I want in University, and proceed on from there. I havent had the time to plan everything down in detail but what I do have at the very least is a certian framework and structure of what I want. We both then agreed that we wuld tell the girls whom we still couldnt let go that "if fate has it we'll meet again". And we would strive hard for our goal.
Doesn't seem that a bad idea does it?
But first and foremost, I guess I'm gonna double up on my "lost-the-flab" trainings and really get myself into shape. or maybe many shapes instead of 1 big round shape. Maybe that'll change my luck HMM...
somehow I'm not getting the joy or I'm obviously not hitting the right buttons cause this definitely wasn't what I felt when I was picturing this post out on the bus. Oh well, thats life for ya I guess. "that's just the way life goes". Something just feels missing fom this post. DAMN.
P.S: "seeing you in february was great
Cliches eventually all come true
Time heals all wound"
though you probs won't be reading this I guess I'm still gonna say it. seeing you back in tuition was great. i don't wanna speak cause i dun wanna rake up the past, and make myself regret all the stupid things I did just to impress you. All I'm gonna say is that good luck, and fuck off.