ok. i will readily admit that. I FORGOT wad i wanted to type again. wtf?

i dunno la i just feel so so...err..schizophrenic at times. and everytime i wanna go for a run in the morning i feel so..so wan. fuck.

ii think i'm going crazy la. damn bloody slack sia. need to do up some work. keep the adrealin going.

probably going to de hong's house later to study. where i'lll hopefully do more work lol.


ok. some thing interesting i found off someone else's blog.

List up to ten things you want to say to ten different people in no particular order. Do not state who these people are.

1. so... how many jackets you sold le?
2. wake up your idea la, liverpool still gonna lose to man utd at anfield (the bad thing about this statement is that it can apply to so many people)
3. NB YOU CB LA YOU GET THE FU** OUT OF MY FACE NOW YOU BI***! (whew, finally got thi off my chest)
4. ok probably only you and i know who that was meant for, so let's keep it our dirty little secret k ^_^
5. tomorrow going library or not?
6. i tell u. colour is smaller than straights in tai ti. you go jump la you -.-"
7. barney is a dinosaur from our imagination...
8. I think we're too vague sometimes la. like. i dunno we tend to just glide over the surface of stuff instead of jumping into the more deeper things below. i dunno if its just me avoiding it, or you too. maybe the answer will help. i dunno if it still matters anymore
9. lol you freaking screw up sia. library close at 9. you come at 8 LOL. never mind la was nice meeting u after god knows how long LOL. u have fun la huh. study hard go aero-nautical and deprive ben of a place hehe
10. ok i cannot really think of anything to say to anyone without making it look too generic. i shall try now. oh wait. i thought of it le. lol. paiseh for all the retarded things we used to do. 4 years and somehow we were never that close and yet never that far apart lol. maybe someday we might hit 10 years. just remember if you get famous, please don't forget about me ^_^. and got cute girls must jio LOL

ok. now that THAT's finally done and over with. i think i got most of the people who view my blog. minus a few. 1 person i can think of is atmaja. CAUSE U DUN FREAKING TAG. SO I'M NOT GONNA WRITE ANYTHING ABOUT YOU!!1 HAHAHA. lol ok la jk jk.

seriously, i think chris is a nice guy. apart from the fact that he was the only person to gimme a birthday present la (eh amos, where's my shoelace LOL), and if you looke beyond that mouth of his where he talks at the wrong time. he's pretty much a decent guy in it. even David says so. its just that he gets whacked for everything la, partly from akbar and from david lol. and maybe its his current penchant to throw in a profanity or 2. he kinda over-uses it sometimes la. relax dude. we understand ^_^

lol. last few tiems we gonna see each other. must bury any hatchets left. this effectively means that numbers 3) and 4) are to people NOT from our class. after reading it i realised it could mean dangerously to 2 classmates of mine. at this point of time i would like to reassure you that its not. its another ass-clown whom between you and me i think should be thrown in hell and never to be allowed to rise. ask me for more details =p

considering whether or not to go airport to study. would have stayed over night if Firdaus din mind but i think he cannot make it. and i got stupid tuition tml nb.

Manchester United v.s FC Copenhagen or however you spell it, not really impt. lol. wad's important is that with the injuries to Saha Giggs and Neville means



ALAN SMITH CAN PLAY! and he will score. ok maybe not a hat-trick. but something close. maybe a brace. or the winner. lol. i just want to see that fighting spirit in him la. that's pretty much the only reason why i like him. ok and cause he doesn't look that bad also. I have half a mind to die my hair white like his after o's. will be interesting to see wad it looks like sia lol..


and good luck to ying for her tests today. aparently she can only do 4-5 questions out of 11. then again i can only do 2-3 subjects out of 7 LOL. so maybe we are on the same boat.

and have fun in england, hopefully you will get back your "social life" that you've been so desperate to gain back. don't try too hard to miss the plane lol. dun worry la, with your this kind of [insert Jason's term] personality next year sure can make alot of friends de.

and remember to get stuff for us hahaha. shit i'm so jealous, i know of liek 4-5 people all going overseas in this period of time. NB LA! FUCK U O'S

ok enough of these antithesis of feelings in me. its time to juxtapose hard work and dilligence to get thru this final lap of this terrible monster called O Levels.

"Everything that has a Beginning has an End, Jason" *in an ominous voice. lol

"eat right. exercise. die anyway. don't worry about life, you're not going to survive it anyway" - myuk

i'm wondering why bother thinking so much into it eh. if it comes, it comes, if i doesn't it doesn't. but why do i find it so difficult to just lay it down lol.

and i like my msn nick so much. jjust that bit only LOL