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*EXPLICIT CONTENT*
*NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED OR THE GOODY-2 SHOES*
wad the fuck is wrong with me la cb. i fucking did a Seth for physics today la.
Section b consists of 4 questions. out of which the last question only requires 1 to be done. I FUCKING DID THE LAST 3 QUESTIONS DAMMIT. WHICH MEANS I HAVE EFFECTIVELY THROWN AWAY 10 MARKS. AND TO RUB SALT INTO MY WOUNDS, IT WAS THE FUCKING LOGIC GATES DAMMIT. WHY LOGIC GATES? WHY WHY WHY?
so i spent like the whole afternoon feeling so pissed with myself la. and it didn't help when amos come online and bastard me about A MAths. naturally (being in a less tan charitable mood) i bastard him back about his 5 scholarships la. and i'm not wooing anyone. no chance given leh...+ prelims. my temper very bad now lol. eh sorry man. btu i was like, si bei du lan la. ope u understand. i think u do.
I've come to realise that. We can more or less throw away these facade's we've been carrying la. as fungible as they may seem, it only makes our tempers more combustible. I realise not everyone's as happy as we al think, or they seem to be.
i've been displaying my temper i guess. my wall's been like scratched off pretty badly. i punched it and whipped it with my belt. lol. i have yet to find a proper explanation to give to my mum. at the moment it stands as "i slipped on the wet floor and accidentally whacked it".
been studying around with Hoi shek and his TT friends. that cassandra is like such a bloody joke la. lol. eng educated girl trying to speak hokkien. my goodness. damn damn funny la. and hoi shek won't admit it. shit. neither will cassandra tell. damn i must make them leak the secret out.
and thanks for the concern vivien ^_^. punching the wall is bad la. i know. wad to do lol. its either that or i cut myself. hmm.. maybe i take a few pointers from that Nigel haha. its alright la. black marks only like anyone will care.
being an only childs sucks when u have so much shit, and no one is there to share it. dun mention parents please. my mum has freaking pissed the hell out of me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
oh well. its time to say hi to my drafts a.k.a diary LOL
*EXPLICIT CONTENT*
*NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED OR THE GOODY-2 SHOES*
wad the fuck is wrong with me la cb. i fucking did a Seth for physics today la.
Section b consists of 4 questions. out of which the last question only requires 1 to be done. I FUCKING DID THE LAST 3 QUESTIONS DAMMIT. WHICH MEANS I HAVE EFFECTIVELY THROWN AWAY 10 MARKS. AND TO RUB SALT INTO MY WOUNDS, IT WAS THE FUCKING LOGIC GATES DAMMIT. WHY LOGIC GATES? WHY WHY WHY?
so i spent like the whole afternoon feeling so pissed with myself la. and it didn't help when amos come online and bastard me about A MAths. naturally (being in a less tan charitable mood) i bastard him back about his 5 scholarships la. and i'm not wooing anyone. no chance given leh...+ prelims. my temper very bad now lol. eh sorry man. btu i was like, si bei du lan la. ope u understand. i think u do.
I've come to realise that. We can more or less throw away these facade's we've been carrying la. as fungible as they may seem, it only makes our tempers more combustible. I realise not everyone's as happy as we al think, or they seem to be.
i've been displaying my temper i guess. my wall's been like scratched off pretty badly. i punched it and whipped it with my belt. lol. i have yet to find a proper explanation to give to my mum. at the moment it stands as "i slipped on the wet floor and accidentally whacked it".
been studying around with Hoi shek and his TT friends. that cassandra is like such a bloody joke la. lol. eng educated girl trying to speak hokkien. my goodness. damn damn funny la. and hoi shek won't admit it. shit. neither will cassandra tell. damn i must make them leak the secret out.
and thanks for the concern vivien ^_^. punching the wall is bad la. i know. wad to do lol. its either that or i cut myself. hmm.. maybe i take a few pointers from that Nigel haha. its alright la. black marks only like anyone will care.
being an only childs sucks when u have so much shit, and no one is there to share it. dun mention parents please. my mum has freaking pissed the hell out of me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
oh well. its time to say hi to my drafts a.k.a diary LOL