this post will probably just ramble on and on about stuff.
partly cause i dun have anything particular in mind to type., just many man small ideas so its kidna difficult to piece together a coherent blog post. throw in my soon-to-be-cut nails and u have a very difficult time typing haha. but nevertheless i shall try it la huh ^_^
today's a maths was really fucked up.
cause i lost marks on questions. not because of careless, but because of EXPLANATION questions. like WTF? hello? the last time i checked this was a mathematics paper, not an english paper. as if The trend of putting mre explanation questions in Physics was not bad enough, they had to do it in Maths. so now i have lost like 5-6 marks la nb. but the rest i quite sure i did it damn well.
to be hoenst the paper was like ridiculously easy. I mean like where got question ask u for the coordinates of points on a plane. and then ask u to find the area of the shaded region AND GIVE U THE ANSWER TO DOUBLE CHECK LA WTF?
ok ok i better stop, scarely i dun Get A1. i kena bastard LOL.
which brings me to tomorrow's paper. i'm like fucking dead la lol.
Sciences are like my retarded archilles heel. its the 1 subject responsible for pulling my L1R5 down. and i didn't know it was 1 compulsory science OR maths. if not i wun drop geog sia nb.
argh its too late i guess. get a B3 hopefully for it then heck le lol. hopefully Jackson Tik has helped me enough LOL.
history is kinda 'bo heng suay' (its in hokkien. in english it means gamble lucky or unlucky.)
War in Pacific is like my super huge gamble. it dun come out i kinda screwed lol. but i not studying that only la relax man. relax.
ok so that was the part about exams.
Studying at Starbucks has been kinda an enriching experience. I see different types of people all of a sudden. Its kinda nice to be able to have a very free no holds barred kinda conversation. we even talk about the various girls that walk past and all la lol damn funny lol. Not to mention the fact that this University guy so totally reminds me of Mr Khoo la. that soft spoken, at times childish tone. just really striking similar. His name is Duncan and was formerly fro Dunman high and he was talking to me about us VS boys and he recounted this experience with this VS boy in VJc who just tried to pick a figh tiwth him and all damn funny. then chatting with this really good looking guy Alton also has shown me alot lol. like on Saturday, he got like, 'interviewed' by me Kristin and Eileen. not just because of some of the things he does la,but being fro a neighbourhood school he kinda shows us different perspectives to life. like life from differen angles. and the clowns who pester him perennialy LOL. and also that Miss "i-am-so-full-of-lame-jokes" Eileen Hoo. my goodness. if u tot Farhan was bad. wait till u talk to her lol. but she's cute in her own way too la haha.
and i know Joh....sorry James once said something like "aiya neighbourhood sch students gonan get us our a1 for english". Alton had this in response "fuck you lol. neighbourhood sch get A1" referring to himself la lol. for the record he was from Bedok View.
ok so with everything invariably comes some form of cons. its like yin and yang, they co-exist. 1 cannot exist without the other. cause like so many of them freaking smoke. i like suck in more 2nd hand smoke than i have in my 16 years of life. and that's a point cause my father is like some heavy keesiao chain smoker. ok fine used to be. lol.
yea but its like kinda radical and all the things we hear from them. and really cool to mix with them. kinda glad to have went there and yet get some studies done too. thanks to Jansen for intro-ing me to the place haha.
the Strabucks people also damn ncie la. its gonna be kinda strange after my exams when i dun go back to strbucks. its become like my 2nd home. As much as I complain about burning my money at Starbucks, its really been a very nice place. Simon especialy that bugger la. take water also wan charge me nb. lol
i got like lots of plans after exam. i wanna organise a chalet. badly. how? who to get to go? any1 want put ur name on my tagboard.
list of things to do:
1. cut mohawk
2. buyboots + soccer shoes
3. SOCCER
4. chalet or something
5. dye my hair
oh and while ur reading this, tell me a ncie colour to dye my hair with ^_^
after days of being told how simplistic i am for listening to songs by U2 and Simple Plan and etc. instead of heavy metal, i kinda thought other wise all of a sudden.
i took 15 home today and had to change to another bus to get home. which was 228. and i realised it was NOT air conditioned. i know it sounds very hot and all la. but trust me, with the windows open it was reall y very cooling and all with the wind blowing in.
Simplicity can be beautiful too, i don't need an intricate designs or advanced technology like aircon sometimes. i still sleep with a fan on. Does being simplistic mean that i'm a loser? then again wad is loser? many of our perceptions are really shaped by our beliefs. So you like your Heavy Metal, i like my 'simplistic' music ^_^.
lol. this may also explain to some of u people who think the girls that i find cute not that cute. maybe i see something else haha. =p
back on topic. as i was walking back home trying to piece my very jumbled and broke thoughts together, i realised how i failed miserably. so if you came here expecting 1 heck of a philosophical post that makes u re-think life. sorry dude. haha
i dunno talk with wai wan about VS was kinda interesting. especially after hearing Duncan's story. school spirit is good la, but it can have some adverse effects, like Nationalism. i'm not here to bastard my own sch so publicly la so if u wan chat about it after exams we got alot of time can go Starbucks slowly chat hahaha.
EDIT: OK I REMOVED IT U CLOWNS! >.<
I had this really really cool quote i wanted to put here but i kinda forgot so err let's make do with this one.
"Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die, we look up towards the
sky for answers to our lives. We may get some solutions but most just pass us
by, don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right. " - Avenged
Sevenfold, Bat Country
although strictly this part is my favourite ^_^
"Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many
doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my
own (all alone). No one can save me and you know I don't want the
attention."