of cryptic feelings and apocryphal thoughts

ok so today i finally had some break time and indulged in some soccer.

i missed loads of chances and all so that wasn't quite the point.

the interesting part was the conversation that we had before enough people had gathered together to play.

one of the older soccer players was talking about his girlfriend who was unfortunately still in hospital. and he revealed he was seeing someone else (naughty naughty) a bastard-ing session soon followed lol..

after that though someone asked an interesting question

"Would you date your best friend, or for that matter, any friend's ex not long after that broke up"

wad ensured was pretty self explanatory.

there was the "of course" camp

there was the "no way in hell" camp

there was the "see the circumstances" camp.

no prizes for guessing which one i fell into. the "see the circumstance camp"

really wad. i mean like. discounting the fact that she's chio or makes your pulses wild or has the ability to conjure butterlies in ur stomachach, that's pretty much besides the point at the moment. I mean like wad would ur friend be thinking la. even if there was no genuiene hanky panky going on between the 2 of u, there is bound to be some form of..err assumption here and there throw in some 'coloured'(not that people who do not see colours are like that la.) vision and you have a ready made time bomb.

how to defuse it? U2 - How to Dismantle An Atomic Bomb.

>_>
<_<

ok ok sorry. i'm been addicted to the song Vertigo ever since Hwa Xiang the man of steel let me hear it.
HELLO HELLO!
HOLA!
I'M AT A PLACE CALLED VERTIGO!

lol ok ok back on topic. that was admittedely lame. haha.

ok so like my general stance is similar to floyd's.

"i dont touch people's love interest cause i know they won't like it, and i probably won't like it either."

hmm...damn fun meh. i mean go err.. harrass seems like a strong word. err like trying to chat up someone's love interest or something. err its me of like, why go flirt and do all those stupid stuff. worse still if u do it with a particular target in mind. i mean everyone's gotta have friend's social life blah bla yada yada i agree la. but u do things liddat..hmm... i dunno. doesn't look good on you.

ok so in the end. The idea like this kinda manifested among all of us la. even the older guy looked paiseh lol. no la. the 2 girls he were nto in any form of relationship for the past year. or half a year. something like that. idea is there la. lol.

and the conclusion?

does it really matter? if you really like that girl so muc, love will probably blind you until your friend's opinion doesn't really matter at all. haha good 1 right? i doubt i need to tell you who generated this do i =p.

knowing you cynical bastards out there who have been preparing ok MUGGING for Hstory and Social Studies, you buggers will probably read a Purpose into this despite there NOT being a provenance. and as we all know, a provenance is vital to finding the purpose.

For the record, if you're trying to find it. YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE ^_^. and wadever, if you're JJ where "the highest level is like glaring in my face" or if its like a neon light fucking screaming in your face, my advice is. dump it into where it belongs LOL


studying in class sucks now. like zi hao aptly put it. "the guy who invented poker cards is ruining our class" i let u draw your own inferences and conclusions. once again there is not purpose lol. my take on the subject is [Neopets, Bridge TaiTi. where the hell does O level's come into the Picture for us 4F students LOL] ^_^

so i transferred to Starbucks Siglap. where Jacob and sheng wei, my soon-to-be fellow 6 and 7 pointers respectively have been studying for the past few days lol. ok la jk. as much as i wanna get 11 points and go SAJC, i got this cryptic feeling that i will like get 16 points and end up in CJC. i dunno why. and i'm damn bloody scared now cause like CJC is damn bloody far. And i doubt 16 points can get me into CJC, i dunno why, its just a feeling, meaning its probably apocryphal, no point ruminating too much about it.

aww shit. its running late. i'l so dead le lol.

ok i like this part of marcus' blog cause i decribes me so well. here goes

I am fat. i am sad. life, sucks. like getting fucked. i am EMO, and this is no finding NEMO. okokok it's lame hahahahahaha

and cheng, I KNOW WAD U DID LAST SUMMER ^_^. lol. wad claudia la wah lao -.-

P.S: i have a feeling that the idiot whose been dropping by and putting chidish comments is gonna come and do it again. my advice to you is NOT to do so. stud for O's k. good luck ^_^