the spaceman says "everybody look down, its all in your mind.
now if there's one thing in life I hate, its whiners.
people who non-stop whine about this and that about ow life has dealt them the shit side of the coin, instead of stopping to wonder if they could have done anything differently. seriously, did it ever occur to you that perhaps you could have had something to do with it? but noo.... these insufferable cockanathans just blames anything and everything but themselves.
yes mr Cristiano "slide me and i deserve every right to sit on the floor for 5 seconds and whine that I wasn't given the foul" Ronaldo, you're included in the list too. The only saving grace you have probably came on Sunday's match against aston villa when you got 'fouled', sat on the floor with flailing your arms, decided you team needed you more, then runs up and scores with your left foot. I mean yea i know all those less talented fuckers than you only know 1 way to stop you, and that's to ensure your ass ends up on the floor, but seriously, sometimes you play like you're beyond the team.
but anyway that wasn't the point (dammit i need to nip this habit of digressing in the bud.)
the thing is, with so much disdain towards whiners, I realise I've (increasingly) become one myself.
I know my biggest flaw, is like knowing something's wrong, yet still committing it. I'm not quite sure how to describe it exactly. Its like you know its screwed up (or potentially screwed up at least) and yet you... just do it. O.o
I've been like immensely sick over the last week, what with like this fked up cold and sore throat and cough. Nothing's worst than the lethal combination of a sore throat and a cold. Cause when you cough, you can feel the disgusting phglem inside your throat. Yet cause your throat is sore, you can't excrete and spit it out. So you're left with the awfully gargled feeling in your throat and the sore throat hurts too. Throw in a runny nose/blocked nose, and you get a really really bad day. Oh wait, did i mention I've got a corn on my feet so it hurts when i walk, play soccer and like run?
like i said, i was feeling all whiny when MTV decided to piss me off. I have this awful habit of like turning on the MTV while i'm athome regardless of whether i'm watching it or not.
So i was cooking halfway that day when like this irritating song just came up
"look at those kids on the street no they never miss a beat never miss a beat -AAH SHADDUP LA STUPID SONG.
yea...I was natrually irritated, but was cause i was cooking I couldnt leave the kitchen to change the channel for a moment. After the song stopped there was some brief silence for awhile so i took my time to savour both the aroma of my food (i overloaded on the rice wine lol!) as well as the lack of irritating songs. All of a sudden..
"there's good days and bad days...."
I was like.. WTF!? 2 songs by the same band within 30 mins, they really managed to bribe them ah.
people who non-stop whine about this and that about ow life has dealt them the shit side of the coin, instead of stopping to wonder if they could have done anything differently. seriously, did it ever occur to you that perhaps you could have had something to do with it? but noo.... these insufferable cockanathans just blames anything and everything but themselves.
yes mr Cristiano "slide me and i deserve every right to sit on the floor for 5 seconds and whine that I wasn't given the foul" Ronaldo, you're included in the list too. The only saving grace you have probably came on Sunday's match against aston villa when you got 'fouled', sat on the floor with flailing your arms, decided you team needed you more, then runs up and scores with your left foot. I mean yea i know all those less talented fuckers than you only know 1 way to stop you, and that's to ensure your ass ends up on the floor, but seriously, sometimes you play like you're beyond the team.
but anyway that wasn't the point (dammit i need to nip this habit of digressing in the bud.)
the thing is, with so much disdain towards whiners, I realise I've (increasingly) become one myself.
I know my biggest flaw, is like knowing something's wrong, yet still committing it. I'm not quite sure how to describe it exactly. Its like you know its screwed up (or potentially screwed up at least) and yet you... just do it. O.o
I've been like immensely sick over the last week, what with like this fked up cold and sore throat and cough. Nothing's worst than the lethal combination of a sore throat and a cold. Cause when you cough, you can feel the disgusting phglem inside your throat. Yet cause your throat is sore, you can't excrete and spit it out. So you're left with the awfully gargled feeling in your throat and the sore throat hurts too. Throw in a runny nose/blocked nose, and you get a really really bad day. Oh wait, did i mention I've got a corn on my feet so it hurts when i walk, play soccer and like run?
like i said, i was feeling all whiny when MTV decided to piss me off. I have this awful habit of like turning on the MTV while i'm athome regardless of whether i'm watching it or not.
So i was cooking halfway that day when like this irritating song just came up
"look at those kids on the street no they never miss a beat never miss a beat -AAH SHADDUP LA STUPID SONG.
yea...I was natrually irritated, but was cause i was cooking I couldnt leave the kitchen to change the channel for a moment. After the song stopped there was some brief silence for awhile so i took my time to savour both the aroma of my food (i overloaded on the rice wine lol!) as well as the lack of irritating songs. All of a sudden..
"there's good days and bad days...."
I was like.. WTF!? 2 songs by the same band within 30 mins, they really managed to bribe them ah.
I got really pissed off so i went out... and realised there was some Kaiser Chiefs special, loosely translated into lets make jason's already piss-worthy day into an even fucked upone by putting up the band that irritates him most on a special for 30 mins.
to be honest, I've never really understood why I hated them so much. I guess its one of those either you like, or you really don't like kinda stuff, you can't explain it, you just.. choose. My official explanation is that their lyrics are really retarded. And like the tune to half their songs sounds like its inspired by kids show Hi-5. like seriously. Then again, The Killers rarely put together lyrics that make any sense and I'm quite a fan of theirs, so I guess this could be down to its all in your mind. or maybe there's another explanation for all of this. maybe its you.
now if you haven't heard by now, yea. I'm going to ensure that you can sleep soundly every night when you lay into your bed. Yeap, after appearing in school like virtually every other day, its time for me to answer my call and well... enter national service (fk la....) on Saturday, after Good Friday (Bad Saturday :( )
and well.. truth be told I'm nervous. I've heard lots of different stuffs from everyone and well... I don't really know what to expect to be honest. O.o I do thinki should get a couple of photos taken with a couple of friends though, I mean after all its the last time I have a decent crop of hair for at least.. 6 months I guess.
I'm kinda wondering if the 2 weeks confinement is scary because its the thought that I won't be able to get home or cause I'll miss home. Is it the bark, or the bite that's worst?
and you know how bad you're EQ is when the only fella that's told you to call them if you ever feel like ya need someone in army is your pretty good friend from JC. thanks Shawn Wee :D . You might have just made all the "jason damn fat jokes" a slight bit more palatable.
Anyway, as that PES C cockanathan was telling me, perhaps the 2 weeks confinement was only really really painful cause like he was attached, and well... the thought of not being able to see his girlfriend really really sucked. I guess that's a valid point, and throwing inthe fact now that hes in a 9-5 Job for NS and he (therefore) comes back to school everyday to find his girlfriend kinda explains it abit. At least he has something to come back for.
I know most people recommend not having a girlfriend when you're in army cause of the break ups blah blah blah and stuff and all.
But to be honest, I don't think anyone would deny that, after a long day of being thru shit, lots of tiring exercises, crappy food (all these is hypothetical by the way, I'll tell you more in 2 saturday's time) the knowledge that someone you sincerely care for is around to talk to ya at the end of it all could just make the day a little easier to get through.
like the spaceman says: its all in your mind.....
I think I'm going to go back to school again tomorrow. serious-fucking-ly, I think I have no life, and its getting embarassing even, to be going back to school these days. I dunno why I'm back to be honest. Maybe I'm masochistic. Like going back to school piss myself off, hear people make you out to be a slut and stuff. Thinking if you're really serious about... never mind. It really isn't any of my buisness really. I should just enjoy the soccer, making the J1's look like idiots and well maybe stop feeling bad in 50/50 challenges cause someone's brother apologises after those stuff, when I'm the one who initiates it half the time.
P.S: I just realised. jas - 527. 27 also refers to 2nd July, which is my birthdate. If we ever get our act together and actually form our soccer team, which we've been discussing for like 50 million years but nothing's actually come out of it cause no one can be bothered to organise it (myself included :#), I think I've found my jersey number in advance. hehz.