and i feel so damn worthless
my history tutor likes to talk about talent versus hard work. (hi mr yew if you're reading this this is just my thoughts. don't go class shoot me. thanks :D)
he's gone on about how like we should respect hard work, i think at least.. twice.
but if you ask me. I rather respect talent.
I respect things i never get, maybe abit towards envy for my liking. To me there's nothing to respect about hard work, something everyone can achieve. Respect should be left for things that you know you can't get, that's how you gain my respect. Then again for some reason i've always liked Alan Smith (plain hard working fella) over showboats like Nani (talented like fuck). which then sets you wondering why some people are more talented or gifted than others. which then makes you wonder if the life is just a gamble (ok i'm treading on thin ice to fall into the gp grounds).
My conclusion is, life is really a gamble. get the flip side of the coin, andlife really does suck, i guess the best solution is out of the window. hey you might even help solve the world's problem of overpopulation. Successful people all got their lucky breaks to get where they were. all we can do is to prepare ourselves as much as possible in anticipation of that golden chance to come and bestow itself on us. which if you're not lucky enough, then good luck. 1 life wasted. thanks whatevere god you believe in for giving you that opportunity.
Of course the highest level of respect falls to people who have talent, and yet work hard. example? Cristiano Ronaldo, David Beckham. and of course the name on everyone's lips currently, Michael Phelps. 8 medals is sick. God given talent is 1 thing, results is another. And he really just commands.. respect.
Its been a pretty depressing week. Nights have been spent feelng really shitty about myself. Its been awhile since that happened and I wonder if it coincides with studies and of course.. that. 3 hour papers are really no joke. respect for all those who can really stay focused for all 3 hours. A's seem impossible to do. nothing in life seems to be turning up. I can't be bothered to re type out wad i said to lim woan but i guess the essence of it is really
"and i feel so damn worthless"
ok actually this post is downright retarded.
into the ocean end it all, into the ocean end it all, into the ocean end it all, into the ocean end it all - into the ocean by Blue October.
he's gone on about how like we should respect hard work, i think at least.. twice.
but if you ask me. I rather respect talent.
I respect things i never get, maybe abit towards envy for my liking. To me there's nothing to respect about hard work, something everyone can achieve. Respect should be left for things that you know you can't get, that's how you gain my respect. Then again for some reason i've always liked Alan Smith (plain hard working fella) over showboats like Nani (talented like fuck). which then sets you wondering why some people are more talented or gifted than others. which then makes you wonder if the life is just a gamble (ok i'm treading on thin ice to fall into the gp grounds).
My conclusion is, life is really a gamble. get the flip side of the coin, andlife really does suck, i guess the best solution is out of the window. hey you might even help solve the world's problem of overpopulation. Successful people all got their lucky breaks to get where they were. all we can do is to prepare ourselves as much as possible in anticipation of that golden chance to come and bestow itself on us. which if you're not lucky enough, then good luck. 1 life wasted. thanks whatevere god you believe in for giving you that opportunity.
Of course the highest level of respect falls to people who have talent, and yet work hard. example? Cristiano Ronaldo, David Beckham. and of course the name on everyone's lips currently, Michael Phelps. 8 medals is sick. God given talent is 1 thing, results is another. And he really just commands.. respect.
Its been a pretty depressing week. Nights have been spent feelng really shitty about myself. Its been awhile since that happened and I wonder if it coincides with studies and of course.. that. 3 hour papers are really no joke. respect for all those who can really stay focused for all 3 hours. A's seem impossible to do. nothing in life seems to be turning up. I can't be bothered to re type out wad i said to lim woan but i guess the essence of it is really
"and i feel so damn worthless"
ok actually this post is downright retarded.
into the ocean end it all, into the ocean end it all, into the ocean end it all, into the ocean end it all - into the ocean by Blue October.