of course its happening in your head harry, but why on earth should that mean that this is not real?
happy belated birthday lucas. hope you like the jersey la :)
last night was pretty fun, staying up all night again at lucas' bbq, with drinks to get 1 sufficiently high but not overboard. it was pretty peaceful. lotsa time to really think things over i guess.
i wanted to do something at first last night, but i guess on hindsight... and after thinking it through last night, i'm lucky i didnt, i guess.
in any case, its the eve of the new year today. Which means tomorrow, a brand new year starts, and well things are gonna change, as always.
I was listening to 987FM a couple of days ago, and the AM Mayhem Timeslot had this particular section called "Soundtrack of Our Lives". Basically it was like a song to start 2009. And the bloody mutharfarkers picked "hero/heroine" to be featured. wad-de-hawk.
my pick for 2009?
Said I'd moved on and I'd leave it alone,
But before I walk out there is something that I need you to know,
I got lost in a blink of an eye,
And I can never get back, no I never got back,
You were not there when I wanted to say,
That you were everything right and it wasn't you but me to change,
Now I got to go it alone,
But I'll never give up, no I'll never give up
What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything
I said I'm ok but I know how to lie,
You were all that i had,
You were delicate and hard to find,
Got lost in the back of my mind,
And I can never get back, no I never got back
You were not there when I needed to say,
I hit the bottom so fast that my head was spinning 'round for days,
Now I gotta go it alone,
But I will never give up, no I'll never give up
What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything
What am I fighting for,
What am I fighting for
Never give up on this [x4]
Said I'm ok but I know how to lie,
I will never give up, no I'll never give up
What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything
What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)
What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)
Said that I'd fight for the one that I found,
I'm gonna stay here while I wait for you to come around,
I'd fight you're apart of me now,
And I will never give up, no I'll never give up.
wait, this feels like a more accurate description of 2008.... O.o
sometimes, i just lose sight of what i'm fighting for, sometimes you find your way in time,other times... you're not so lucky. I really wondered wad A Levels was all about. I realised I don't really know, and don't really care, i just hope i did reasonably well enough.
I've been renting movies abit, catching up on the movies i missed out cause of one reason or another. Mummy 3's down. Get Smart's down.
Just finished to movie Wanted, and I'll sheepishly admit its the inspiration for this particular blogpost.
I mean it kinda is pretty shocking, like you usually wouldnt expect an angelina jolie movie, especially one that is all action, to kinda talk a little philosophy but well, things do happen lol.
basically the story's about this guy who has a shit life, and how this "Fraternity" of assasins wanna engage him into their fraternity because he has the ability to move faster due to the high amounts of adredaline that his heart pumps into his body. There is a pretty interesting twist at the end of the movie which caught me out too (damn).
but i guess the message of the movie kinda says abit like. For some of us, you do have the ability to break out of the mould. Change the shit life that you've been complaining about. Alot of us have been given opportunities to change our lives, but we've just been pissing all over it. Like we're actually more than capable of doing it, but we just find excuses, start being lackadasical about everything, skipping this and that, trying to be too smart.
maybe its time we all started to change, and in the new year, we do what we know we have to do. we stop finding excuses, we stop feeling sorry for ourselves, we Just Do It. or everyday's just gonna be the same.
What have you done with your life today?
if no one told you a gun shot straight and i told you to hit the target. how would you do that?
you let your instincts guide you.
last night was pretty fun, staying up all night again at lucas' bbq, with drinks to get 1 sufficiently high but not overboard. it was pretty peaceful. lotsa time to really think things over i guess.
i wanted to do something at first last night, but i guess on hindsight... and after thinking it through last night, i'm lucky i didnt, i guess.
in any case, its the eve of the new year today. Which means tomorrow, a brand new year starts, and well things are gonna change, as always.
I was listening to 987FM a couple of days ago, and the AM Mayhem Timeslot had this particular section called "Soundtrack of Our Lives". Basically it was like a song to start 2009. And the bloody mutharfarkers picked "hero/heroine" to be featured. wad-de-hawk.
my pick for 2009?
Said I'd moved on and I'd leave it alone,
But before I walk out there is something that I need you to know,
I got lost in a blink of an eye,
And I can never get back, no I never got back,
You were not there when I wanted to say,
That you were everything right and it wasn't you but me to change,
Now I got to go it alone,
But I'll never give up, no I'll never give up
What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything
I said I'm ok but I know how to lie,
You were all that i had,
You were delicate and hard to find,
Got lost in the back of my mind,
And I can never get back, no I never got back
You were not there when I needed to say,
I hit the bottom so fast that my head was spinning 'round for days,
Now I gotta go it alone,
But I will never give up, no I'll never give up
What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything
What am I fighting for,
What am I fighting for
Never give up on this [x4]
Said I'm ok but I know how to lie,
I will never give up, no I'll never give up
What am I fighting for,
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything
What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)
What am I fighting for (No I'm never gonna give up, give up)
Said that I'd fight for the one that I found,
I'm gonna stay here while I wait for you to come around,
I'd fight you're apart of me now,
And I will never give up, no I'll never give up.
wait, this feels like a more accurate description of 2008.... O.o
sometimes, i just lose sight of what i'm fighting for, sometimes you find your way in time,other times... you're not so lucky. I really wondered wad A Levels was all about. I realised I don't really know, and don't really care, i just hope i did reasonably well enough.
I've been renting movies abit, catching up on the movies i missed out cause of one reason or another. Mummy 3's down. Get Smart's down.
Just finished to movie Wanted, and I'll sheepishly admit its the inspiration for this particular blogpost.
I mean it kinda is pretty shocking, like you usually wouldnt expect an angelina jolie movie, especially one that is all action, to kinda talk a little philosophy but well, things do happen lol.
basically the story's about this guy who has a shit life, and how this "Fraternity" of assasins wanna engage him into their fraternity because he has the ability to move faster due to the high amounts of adredaline that his heart pumps into his body. There is a pretty interesting twist at the end of the movie which caught me out too (damn).
but i guess the message of the movie kinda says abit like. For some of us, you do have the ability to break out of the mould. Change the shit life that you've been complaining about. Alot of us have been given opportunities to change our lives, but we've just been pissing all over it. Like we're actually more than capable of doing it, but we just find excuses, start being lackadasical about everything, skipping this and that, trying to be too smart.
maybe its time we all started to change, and in the new year, we do what we know we have to do. we stop finding excuses, we stop feeling sorry for ourselves, we Just Do It. or everyday's just gonna be the same.
What have you done with your life today?
if no one told you a gun shot straight and i told you to hit the target. how would you do that?
you let your instincts guide you.