can i be your memory?
I know someone else got into trouble for blabbing too much on their blog, so this is gonna be short and sweet. I hope you enjoyed your birthday shawn :)
yeap, I know at least I did :D
I can't believe this is keeping me up till like.. WHAT!? 1:15 am in the morning.
knnccbwtf wad de hawk, bad idea jason. bad idea.
In any case, I was packing my room around abit, and I finally got all my stuff together. I still got some spare history notes, Math texts. Hist and lit's supposed to go to ely, math supposed to go to Alvana.
Oh, and I found something which brought a smile to my face. Something pretty cute, and I daresay the 'manufacturer' of it has probably forgotten that he/she was responsible for making it.
now I don't think the person would want me to reveal his/her identity so I won't. But I can totally imagine the person's reaction if i did.
"eh hello hello, wah lao jason chua jie SHEN (he/she never gets my name correct) you good lo you sabo me. stares, glares, diaos, angrilys. dun friend you already."
err... oops? AHAHAHA! sobbiex! dun kill me la please.
Its amazing how A level's screws up your sense of timing. This feels like it was just last month, when I'm pretty sure its nearly 3 months already. Oh well, doesn't really matter does it. Nothing really does these days.
Nope that's not me in the picture, but its kinda one of my favourites from my trip in Vietnam. Its really tranquil, really zen. Like in the middle of nowehere, nearly night, but still relatively evening-ish. Its at times like these when one really treasures something, when you begin to lose something and gain something else, only then do you realise the true value of what you've lost. Its both your saddest period and your happiest, depending on how you look at it. Cause that's the time you can really take a back seat and really measure the value of what you've lost, and what you're about to gain.
Its kinda like life in SRJC, how everything went topsy-turvy, how it looked bleak, how it looked like calm, and how it was only the calm before the storm. I being to fully appreciate my time in SR, and I guess I can say is, I have few regrets.
that's about all to life is it. You make a decision, you try not to regret it. Sometimes, you gotta take charge of your life and step out of it. Wallow in self-pity for awhile, yea everyone's entitled to it, but the true measure of a person is how long you take to bounce back. 1 week? 2? a month maybe? Whatever it is, its gotta stop, and you start over new.
"life is simple, you make a decision you don't look back, no regrets." - the fast and the furious: Toyko Drift.
sorry, its the wee hours of the morning, i'm in a philosophical mood. But I guess I really gotta stop making decisions for others and gain some control over my life.
I need to find a job soon.
oh and did i just mention? i got divorced, from this bitch called A levels :P