after eagerly anticipating to get home to write some stuff.

i reach home to realise that i have totally nothing on my mind to write. wad de hawk.

ok wait. i think i remember le lol.

here goes *takes a deep breathe* *inhale* *exhale*

I think in the last year. i've really grown up.

i mean i used to be this really headstrong guy who die also want you to see my point of view. you dont see it i will somehow force it on you.

i dunno, its kind of like. maybe there isn't a point la. i mean like even if i DO get you to see it? so wad. lame sia. you probably treat me as a clown, and get a bad impression of me. haix. in retrospect i think i really was an idiot lol.

its like when someone chooses to take the initiative to lie to you. it really boils down to your word, against mine. I mean like, let's say i find out you were really lieing, would it really make a difference to my life? i mean if i told u in your face "FU** YOU WHY U LIE!" would it really help the situation? I come to realise that maybe it doesn't lol. maybe sometimes a gentle nudge to the person that you actually know the truth would be better. if the person just rejects it outright or like nochalantly brushes it off. well maybe its time to err..ruminate over stuff.

dunno why. just felt like putting that. its something that i suddenly realised lol.

enough of all the doom and gloom. lol. let's talk about happier stuff.

Chinese was like..stupidly screw up. i think i wasted my time taking it although i might be able to scrape an a2. EH WAIT. I PREDICTED AN A1. oh yea. A1 AH A1 ^_^

wad was really happier was the events that unfolded AFTER Chinese o lvels.

Me, Thiru, Dennis, Hwa Xiang, Liang, Sean James, Lake and D Cruz went over to Parkway to have lunch. that's where we realised our diet for the past few days was KFc or Burger King. either or. lol and that's where i met that clown Yeo and Evadne. damn bloody joke. ironic thing is that a similar thing happened a few months ago. plus and minus a few people. ask me for more details, its something i'm kinda relctant to share on a blog haha

on the bus. that's when Hwa xiang started the "diss-the-vjc-thread"

it started off with a harmless "vjc sucks la dun go vjc"

and went on to "VJC soccer sucks la, i can dribble the whole team."

then it became "YA the leftback totally sucks"

not wanting to be left out i followed thru with a "hwa xiang, if u wanna dribble, start from the left flank."

ok for the uninitiated, the Liang has a high chance of playing as Left Back. I dunno why the VJC coach wants to play a right footer on the left la, but they were champions last year, so he has to have a reason lol. yea but anyway wad we meant was that Liang would probably be the weakest link in their defense so dribble liang 1st then go on to the rest. you get my drift right...eh..no? TOO BAD U TOOT! lol.

and so on la damn bloody funny. then the comments started to get personal and a certain teacher in VJC kena whack like siao lol damn frickkin funny. in the end they damn panic cause we passed by VJC and they damn scared. especially d Cruz and Liang who both have DSA's to VJC. lol

and so the mystery of where Hwa Xiang wants to go after O levels has yet to be solved. again LOL.

"scared wad sia. the bus bang me the bus need repair. I am Man Of Steel like Superman ^_^" - a very egoistic and abit kee siao Gan Hwa xiang LOL.

then after that went back to class where after staying for awhile Mr Khoo decided he could take no moe and postponed my lesson. again if i may add. this time till Friday where he promised us that he would do it even if the sky fell on our heads.

ok if the last part "if the sky fell on our heads" sounds familiar. it probably is. I took it from Asterix. like Asterix and Obelix? I loveed it last time la. was like my fave comic of all time lol.

been eading it at the Library. where today we played cards. and that stupid Mee Han whacked me.again. i think i need to get some protection thingie against her. seriously ah, she's a hazard to your health. even the guy with her agrees.

ok at this point of time. this is like question of the week again lol.

ok in Tai ti. IS COLOUR BIGGER OR STRAIGHT BIGGER?

i say the latter is bigger, she says the former. go guys. tell me the answer. and Cheng sheng u shaddup ah u. agree with her for wad sia >_><_<>

EDIT: something went wrong la fark. i dunno wad happened to everything i typed before. damn lazy to re-type it again fark it lol.

ok.

thanks to everyone who sent me a good luck msg: Natalie, Amanda, Evadne, Jun Yin, Mee Han, Rosanne, Jia Xing and Jovin. Chellefilla and wen juan whom i msged wrongly paiseh.

kinda sad u din send me la but nvr mind i guess.

and HONORABLE MENTION goes to

1) Jovin the wedding planner wanna-be. cause she tried to help me for chinese. was damn funny as she tried t describe how the chinese words looked like with her younger sis pestering her.

2) floyd who spearheaded my attack for an A1. cause unexpectedly, today's compo kinda forced me to write a bao zhang bao dao. and being the clairvoyant that i am, i decided to ask 'the master' for help lol. luckily he tell me everything sia. if nto today i quite screwed. including his deep sentence about wad zhi biao bu zhi ben haha. din use that la used simplified version lol. thanks ah

i think end of here. nabei i forgot all that i typed sia sian.

"And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do"
- BB Mak, Back Here