all the bullshit, you put me through.
[Verse 1]
Hey, Dad, look at me
Think back, and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapproved all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for
You can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
[Chorus]
Cause we lost it all
Nothin' lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
[Verse 2]
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care any more
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's all right
[Chorus]
Cause we lost it all
And nothin' lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
[Bridge]
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
And nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
[Chorus (2x)]
Cause we lost it all
And nothin' lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
I guess the sadest thing in life, is knowing what you're doing is stupid, retarded, and totally opposite of what you really are, but still doing it. Like the selfish motherfucker that you truly are.
He knows it. And isn't ashamed to admit it.
It started with a casual flick of the calendar, the epiphany of a friend's birthday. and the cycle goes on and on, and the sudden realisation of the events a year ago.
on the phone till 3am giving ridiculous advice over mundane stuff which really didn't require that amount of time. A quick 30 second decision would have sufficed. But.. he just didnt wanna let it go. There was that... want to keep it going. Even if there was some meaningless GP paper the next day.
even thought it was supposed to make him unhappy.
even though.. this is just a ridiculous post that he knows should be ditched..
he silently admits it was one of the highlights of the year. One of the better memories... and in a year where everything's been real shitty, its these little sad memories keep on playing in his head. unfortunately.
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