i know that i don't love you, anymore. anymore.
I’ve practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I’ve got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I’m not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn’t have to give a reason why…
It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow
I can’t believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise
It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn’t know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn’t have to give a reason why
It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow
I can’t believe that I stayed till today
There’s nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There’s nothing here in this soul left to say
Don’t be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that’s left your eyes
That’s why this comes as no, as no surprise
If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it’s better than where we are now
But after going through this, it’s easier to see the reason why
It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow
I can’t believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise
The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wrong and right, our memories
The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing you can't keep
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that’s left your eyes
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise
Disclaimer: This post really isn't written with anyone in mind specifically, just some random incoherent thoughts i made a couple of weeks ago on the back of a rather strange week. It'll probably piss some people off, probably shoot some people off their high hats but... dun be offended la. Its just the hypocritical me giving my 2 cents worth
here goes..
one of my biggest problems is me running my mouth off and making points before stepping in the fella's shoes. I confess, its always easier to shoot, than to protect yourself from getting shot at, or building cases for yourself. I guess, in retrospect, I can admit I 'm beginning to comprehend why somepeople do the things they do. all thest 'using someone to get oversomeone else', blah blah
Maybe its cause I've been feeling that way recently, which explains the epiphany, and why my hypocrisy detector levels are jumping off the charts.
But anyway, alll I'm saying is that I fully understand the motivation; comprehend the desperation; but well, that's that. I still don't condone it.
I'll sheepishly admit that i asked a random close friend out before, just for the sake of going out,then cancelling it 2 hours before hand cause i just didnt feel like going out all of a sudden. Lousy excuse like "mum wants me to do sth". Another example of my bad habit of taking people I put on a lower level of my hierachy list for granted.
Having said all this (like every good essay, the quintessential other side has to be present). its always easy to stand from the all-empowering-3rd-person-view and comment about everything. Vesides, knowing the hypocritical me, when the chips are down.... I'll probably be singing a diff tune, just like I did with smoking.
But for everything I've heard. I've got to hand it to the sms break up thing. respect sia that one.
looking through all of this. I realy don't know what I'm trying to say lol. I'm not sure why I'm posting this up either but... yea. (shrugs)
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