the good deeds never go unpunished.
it took some time, but i finally tightened my resolve and made a more concerted effort to search. I found it, a website that streams Heroes season 3. Finally something that slights towards good news as compared to everything else that's been happening.
the episode i'm on now features them losing their powers (if you're way past that shaddup, and just pretend you didnt' know lol). And finding their way out of it.
I remember this conversation I had with an old friend of mine like last year or something. She was commenting that
"actually after you dig deeper, most of the handsome guys have nothing inside."
"nothing?"
"ya like, no personality, like just good looks"
Kinda makes you wonder, without your powers, what would you be like. Or, just to put it more in context, if 1 day, you lost your hand, your feet, your looks, lost something about you, would you still be able to be yourself and pull thorugh. could you still be a hero. could you still believe in what you believed in?
most of us probably wouldnt.
I recently decided to go do some therapy for myself. like drag myself out this hole i'm pulling myself into. I did what i loved most (ok fine second most. after soccer and running). I went to the national library and read comics. (yes shawn. alone. why ya so shocked about it O.o). Actually made me feel better. Didnt have any new ones, so kinda disappointing in a way, but well, at least it cured me of whatever hangover i had physicall from Pulau Tekong. Cause for some reason, I would feel hungry, but just wouldnt feel like eating. And my entire system went really haywire.
now this post started sometime back. 1 part cause of heroes, another part cause apparently my foot wart's back, and its worst than ever. can't walk properly, limping around. So things like running and soccer are a definite no-no. which kinda makes my life feel shitty.
Then i realised today that my previous post was 1 heck of a god-damned shit ass emo fuck post capable of some wuss.
so this post isn't gonna be an emo one.
its gonna be a "fate rarely calls upon one at a time of his choosing"
its gonna be a, when life gives you lemons. squeeze it into his eye and punch his face.
screw the wart, screw the needles from the combat medic course. screw all the dillemas, screw all the stupid dreams, screw the stupid wants and the stupid unis.
anyway we went out to celebrate james' birthday today, so for wad its worth. happy birthday bro :)
and sorry for lying to make u go shop with me to "look for a cologne for my friend" when it was really for you lol!
Note to self: one day i'm gonna look back at this post and think to myself. how much i could have expanded on this post. instead of just crapping it towards the end. then again that's the story of my life really. get something that seems to be good, make it slightly better, then dovetail and go kamikaze to the end. studies.girls.life.
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