we are the first. the 1 and only in-fan-try....
Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head
You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head
Chorus:
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know
You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
There is something left in my head
Chorus
Yes i know
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore
Chorus
That's why you go away I know
*WARNING* sigh... whining in progress. whining in progress.
I'm pretty thankful for the 2 week OJT period that's been blessed to us. That being said however, I'm not sure if it actually is a blessing or a curse in disguise.
I'll admit. I haven't fully accepted the fact that I'm a motherfucking platoon medic for an Infantry unit. Its depressing. AFter that 4 days of OJT at the medical centre and having 8-5 is like.... nah, its like losing a friend. the feeling sucks. badly. No matter how many people tell you that "you kan suay to become platoon medic sia" it still sucks.
I know I'm in denial but.... yea. Haven't gotten my Green Beret yet cause I'm not accepting my fate.
lets.... just see how things roll out in the next.. 2 months or so.
then its time to start getting mentally prepared for:
field camps every week in Nov
Brunei in Jan
Taiwan in April
more exercises.
A TEC in Aug & Sept
I'll be honest, this entire turn of events has thrown my entire plans off course. Now I need to gather all the pieces and topo a new path.
P.S: I realise this entire post looks pretty retarded. Especially If you don't get the context of it. Besides, there's lots of things that I really cant say to explain myself either, cause the contents of it are probably... inflammatory.
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