I'm Yours
I think i'm like super cheap for using songs in my like last few 'long' posts... but yea, i think it makes things eaiser. so the lazy me gives it 2 thumbs up :)
so anyway, if you aren't a first time viewer then it should come as a surprise i overlooked the step of listing the song lyrics out. that's cause it really isn't that important in this post (shocks! surprise surprise!)
the song's feature, partly because the singer uses my name (lol joking), but more because i started off hating the song. Like seriously, how cliched can you get? typical retard love songs that piss cocksters like me off. That's until i happened to watch the music video at like 2am on 1 sleepless night, when i realised that the video made me relax abit more. So i began to like it more and mroe as a very carefree meaningless song, which obviously cannot happen should you see the lyrics. therefore the lack of lyrics lol.
The following part is dedicated to a single big retard that's pissing me off big time, in kind of a good way.
hello mr. like we said, there are times when we talk crap and stuff which is hard to believe. but like there are times also when we say things because we have a reason and motive behind it. no1's asking you to like chiong in and get things done. all we're saying is first step la you retard. dotz.
*end of message*
then again who am I to say stuff? its not like i don't understand the legitimate concerns that he has. i mean hell his ranking points rape mine (fuck la why people get A for math as easily as I get U for it.) so i guess its pretty hypocritical of me to say anything at all but yea. i mean at least do something. the fence isnt for you to sit on. it pokes you.
anyway the mid years has royally screwed me. like seriously. you know you really fucked your life up when your champion subject rapes you with an E. when even your summary gets like...0 marks. wtf. 2 h1 E's 1 h2 U 2 H2 S is seriously crap results that frightens the shit out of me. It doesn't matter that i know people around me with similar results, it doesnt comfort me. it scares me all the more. Work is needed and time isn't exactly on my side. Lots of sacrifices to be made which I'll freely admit i'm pretty reluctant forgo, like floorball, soccer etc. At least I'm free from distractions that, ironically enough, I kinda want lol. Oh well that's life, different umbrellas, different handles, different people different fates. I'm just fated for the life of a supporting character as always :)
and of course my last message to a fellow i know well but don't love.
life sucks for people like us. there are times where i know you just wanna kill yourself off and hope you're different in your next life. hope to get the opportunities that other people get. hope to be different. hope to change the regrettable times in the past. hope to... never mind. the sad truth of life is like wad a nice former discipine master told me before. you can choose your path, but not the circumstances which you're forced to work with. i know it sucks to feel jealous when your friends get things you want that you know you can't get. but what for? does it help things? it doesnt. is there a pointin being desperate ang getting burnt yet again. and again. and again.
life sucks. no1 ever said it would be easy. Life isn't fair for everyone. you got the poor side of the toss of the coin. I guess that's why we both dun believe in God. cause no god described with omniscient intelligence and power should allow such inequality.
nope. i don't believe it. i know you dont either.
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