operator, I need a line. now
why do we fall?
so we can learn to pick ourselves up.
A line can mean a unmber of things, a line to someone else to contact. Or if you're a matrix fan, a line also means an exit. a way out of whatever shit hole you've dug.
I have no idea why, or how. but somehow i seem to lag.
its just beginning to hit me how shitty my results are and how hopeless my path seems.
Shawn was tellingme he was worried for a moment that i would go crazy and suicide or something. And now I'm thinking why not.
(I'm joking)
(just like how I'm typing this post on my rooftop)
(on my 4 storey bungalow)
wait, now i'm suicidal AND delusional. Or maybe someone just PUSH-ed a thought into me. maybe... i dunno.
I guess I've always had it in life easy, somehow things always managed to work out. PSLE, O Levels. So... this feels strange.
I know everyone's saying what's done is done and all. but like, doesnt really make things better does it?
I think i need someone to talk to. I need a line.
so we can learn to pick ourselves up.
A line can mean a unmber of things, a line to someone else to contact. Or if you're a matrix fan, a line also means an exit. a way out of whatever shit hole you've dug.
I have no idea why, or how. but somehow i seem to lag.
its just beginning to hit me how shitty my results are and how hopeless my path seems.
Shawn was tellingme he was worried for a moment that i would go crazy and suicide or something. And now I'm thinking why not.
(I'm joking)
(just like how I'm typing this post on my rooftop)
(on my 4 storey bungalow)
wait, now i'm suicidal AND delusional. Or maybe someone just PUSH-ed a thought into me. maybe... i dunno.
I guess I've always had it in life easy, somehow things always managed to work out. PSLE, O Levels. So... this feels strange.
I know everyone's saying what's done is done and all. but like, doesnt really make things better does it?
I think i need someone to talk to. I need a line.
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