ehh i wanna have a dinner with you all before i go ah. i know all couples arh, but you still must go

eh bro. i know abit bastard la, everytime got all this kind of outings all i play stunt. this and that. Yea, I can tell you guys trying your best to not make it awkward, but.... lol.

I don't really know how to explain this sometimes, but its just weird, its a reminder of your failings. This isn't like soccer where like, you know you can improve or something. This is just... wad de hawk. Its like army, I just have to suck thumb.

yeap, i'll admit I purporsely avoid outings, and I do it with a clear conscience, cause like what they say "you guys were the one that started all this trouble first"

fuck. i hate late night duties.