knnccbwtfwad de hawk la, what you think we are? we not in...fuck. I'm in army."
Song of The Day: Thinking Of You - Katy Perry
People say that when faced with troubles, one can choose to either fight, or flight.
These same (irritating) people further postulate that those who choose to face and repel the problem are thestrong, whilst those who pick the latter option are the weak.
Sadly, I have to admit I fall in the latter category.
Hi reader, I hope I haven't scared you off from reading my journal. I'll confess I have a bad hbit of expressing my views as I see them, which is why I started a blog, so people could see my views and well... maybe understand me better.
anyway, back on topic, I would like to throw forth my own brand of logic that we are not weak, we are the smart, choosing to run... to fight another day. lol, ok whatever. that's bullshit, but never mind.
On a more serious note though, Ns life, has been a sort of irony to me in many ways. Pior to NS, most of my friends often dismissed it as a waste of a precious 2 years time. And I was always the lone voice in the sea of disapproving voices trying to point out the positives of trainin up and learning discipline. that, was in Jun 2008.
Fastforward nearly 10 months later, I find myself hating the regimentation regime here. I'm ok with doing PT, my life has always been about fighting and improving my fitness, and PT, as tough as it may be sometimes, is still endurable, and in some sick twisted way, I actually enjoy and embrace it, to help me lose my weight and stuff.
Embarassingly enough, I did curse my luck a little not to have gotten into police. In part cause there's lesser regimentation, but yet the PT is still there.
but well, tht's that. I hate whining and thinking about what could have been, and instead, focus on what is, and currently that includes giving it my best shot in BMT first.
That doesn't mean I've given upon hope on going into police. But firstI have to get my act together and start bringing my performances up 1 notch.
I should end here, I'm eating into lights out time, take good care of yourself too. nights.
this was my first journal entry in Ns, dated 150409. about the 4th day of enlistment.
looking back now.. what a naive little boy I was back then.
Depend on the rabbit's foot if you will, but remember it didn't work for the rabbit - R. E. Shay
I love this quote. Because it reminds me that the only person who will look out for me. is me. no one else.
People say that when faced with troubles, one can choose to either fight, or flight.
These same (irritating) people further postulate that those who choose to face and repel the problem are thestrong, whilst those who pick the latter option are the weak.
Sadly, I have to admit I fall in the latter category.
Hi reader, I hope I haven't scared you off from reading my journal. I'll confess I have a bad hbit of expressing my views as I see them, which is why I started a blog, so people could see my views and well... maybe understand me better.
anyway, back on topic, I would like to throw forth my own brand of logic that we are not weak, we are the smart, choosing to run... to fight another day. lol, ok whatever. that's bullshit, but never mind.
On a more serious note though, Ns life, has been a sort of irony to me in many ways. Pior to NS, most of my friends often dismissed it as a waste of a precious 2 years time. And I was always the lone voice in the sea of disapproving voices trying to point out the positives of trainin up and learning discipline. that, was in Jun 2008.
Fastforward nearly 10 months later, I find myself hating the regimentation regime here. I'm ok with doing PT, my life has always been about fighting and improving my fitness, and PT, as tough as it may be sometimes, is still endurable, and in some sick twisted way, I actually enjoy and embrace it, to help me lose my weight and stuff.
Embarassingly enough, I did curse my luck a little not to have gotten into police. In part cause there's lesser regimentation, but yet the PT is still there.
but well, tht's that. I hate whining and thinking about what could have been, and instead, focus on what is, and currently that includes giving it my best shot in BMT first.
That doesn't mean I've given upon hope on going into police. But firstI have to get my act together and start bringing my performances up 1 notch.
I should end here, I'm eating into lights out time, take good care of yourself too. nights.
this was my first journal entry in Ns, dated 150409. about the 4th day of enlistment.
looking back now.. what a naive little boy I was back then.
Depend on the rabbit's foot if you will, but remember it didn't work for the rabbit - R. E. Shay
I love this quote. Because it reminds me that the only person who will look out for me. is me. no one else.
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