batman!spiderman!robin!hush!riddler!joker! I can't be your superman!
Keeper - Yellowcard
I wanna love,
I wanna leave.
I want you to love me,
I want you to leave me.
I want to stand where I can see,
I'm watching you love me,
And I'm watching you leave me now.
I wish i could be,
Somebody else.
I wish i could see,
You and myself.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say,
What you really feel.
You know i need,
Something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
I wanna know if i could be,
Someone to turn to,
That could never hurt you.
But i know what you think of me,
You had a breakthrough,
And now i'm just bad news for you.
I wish i could be,
Somebody else.
I wish i could see,
You and myself.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say,
What you really feel.
You know i need,
Something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
I should've told you everything.
I never gave you anything.
I should've told you everything.
If i could give you anything,
Then i would tell you everything.
I wish i could be,
Somebody else.
I wish i could see,
You and myself.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say,
What you really feel.
You know i need,
Something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
I should've told you everything.
I should've told you everything.
I should've told you everything
For some reason, this song just kept coming out. On my com, my handphone, even thought its supposed to be on like random. I listened a couple more times and realised... the lyrics kinda fit everything. Its like the friendster horoscopes and everything. the wierd coincidences. Its like the lyrics were... I dunno, everything that i ever wanted to say?
althought i still wonder if telling you everything... was the right thing to do.
Others may misinterpret you, but that doesn't mean they won't keep listening to you.
its seriously damn wad the hawk. scary, almost... wierd. but that's besides the point.
I guess I'm learning to return to being alone again. Being able to read comics at the library without worring about the opportunity cost of studying was pretty.. refreshing.
Of all the comic characters available, I've always enjoyed only like 3 main series. X-men, Spiderman and Batman. I've always hated superman with a passion. cause to me he has always been fucking ridiculously over-powered. Like how do you give an enemy to someone who's already so... strong. It becomes like super unrealistic, like really taking it out of real world context. (an irony cause having superpowers are pretty unrealistic in the first place i guess.)
Spiderman's always touched a chord cause he was easy to relate to. No money? Check. Loser in school? Check. Student? Check. And he's conversations are amazingly witty dammit. The retard looks like he talks me than he throws punches, and he always seems to be misintepreted and gets overly sensitive at times, and takes up too much responsibility. Ultimate Spiderman is amazingly entertaining. seriously. everyone should go read some of it.
X-men's always been a personal favourite cause of 1 word, 1 name - Wolverine/Logan/James Howlett/Weapon X. He's always been sorta like a person to look up to in terms of personality. The kind that gets the job done quietly. The muscular cool sorta guy that jumps in head first into danger and with an equally guai lan attitude to back it up. Oh and for the record, i hate cyclops, totally. Jean Grey should just go with Wolverine and never bother with that retard LOL.
and of course, that leaves us with Batman. Batman's always been a very strange character, very reclusive very lonely, very... disturbed. And I kinda hate his inability to kill. Everytime he catches the villans like Joker and everything, he just puts them back into the Arkham Asylum, knowing that the joker will just break out. again. And everytime he breaks out. he kills people. So put 2 and 2 together, you conclude that Batman is indirectly responsible for all the deaths. See the paradox? Never mind, that wasn't the point. Batman has his own twisted sense of philosophy. Not neccesary the most correct one or anything, but like... one he still sticks by stubbornly to. I love all the dark touches the comic writers provide, as well as the dark commentary they provide. Its insightful, its thought-provoking, its... deep, which i like lol.
Oh well, its proving to be my only source of sanity of late. My Ocean's Avenue, my sanctury from problems. Its like drinking all over again la. I just wanna get high. forget prom, forget post-prom and just feel high all over again. Its like you can't feel down no matter how shitty the thought is. No wonder people like drinking. I should buy some stuff from DFS :D
Off to Vietnam soon, 5am flight on a saturday. wtf la. and I never asked for it too dammit.
2 more days to stop feeling shit.
I've been losing my appetite. as shocking as it sounds (yes shawn i know it sounds fucking shocking) I dun even feel like eating these days. Today was like. 1 pack of conflakes, 1 double cheeseburger, and 1 bowl of rice with a little meat. If it sounds normal to you there's only 1 of 2 explanations. either you're name is alvana. or you don't know jason very well. Ok la liddat also good. SOMEDAY JASON WILL NOT HAVE A FAT CONNOTATION! :#
what's a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside an enigma?
And if it's healthier to leave you be,
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me...
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