you know. like once in awhile...i kinda wish i was born differently. like born with other attributes instead the ones that i have been 'blessed' with.
'blessed' as you notice, is in inverted commas. because people say that to be able to go about with normal daily life is a 'blessing'. I guess in someway you can say that, but from a normal person's point of view sometimes it really isn't a blessing, not really a curse but more of wad you deserve. Which leads you on to think why other people are 'blessed' with better attributes.
i dunno. but like today we were bantering around when that ass clown Eugene started jibing me about my size. While i like fully and totally understand that this was all in the name of fun, laughter, peace and joy and that i was also suaning him about his height too ^_^. I couldn't help but suddenly become conscious. again. fine i know u can lose weight thru exercise blah blah but i think mine is genes cause my parents aren't exactly the slimmest of people. so yea. but damn i'm so envious of people who are just born with high metabolism bleh.
then again there are people who are just good looking. like alton, people like dennis, cristano ronaldo (this guy is 1 hell of a bastard la, got good looks + amazing soccer skills. which god he pray to sia...) Fernando Torres, Beckham blah blah. i dun think i need to eleborate eh, you people should know. So like, instead of having unrequitted love, maybe someone will turn around and chase u instead. i dunno. sigh...
Then there is those people who are born with certain natural talents for sports or consummate skills in certain other aspects.
then there is people who are born with none of the above, a.k.a mere mortals. like me. Mortals because of my belief in the quote "Gods were actually human to. but they did stuff that humans could not do, so they became gods." quoted fom Initial D LOL. ok la i was joking about this belief. but sometimes i just wish, dream wonder, what if i had any of the 3 elements mentioned above... sigh
(NOTE: This was a really spur of the moment thing. partly because i was dejected over stuff that i guess had some relation to this i guess. won't say it here ask me in life or on msn. and also just felt random enough to do that. superficial, but i guess i dun really care)
ok on with today. more or less gave out all the gifts i bought for the people. Everyone was busy, yet found a way to come to some sort of compromise with me albeit me making the longer trip most of the time but still i'm alright with it. At least they made an effort to try and get it. I mean like giving an excuse like "sorry. busy" just reeks of lame-ness la. You mean you can't even like spare me around wad 1/2 n hour of ur time to go somewhere near? and the best thing is that the person involved stays the nearest to me too. sheesh. i can go potong pasir to meet people le i think anywhere in the east is not impossible. now u know why i'm pissed eh.
anyway, met mee han today at Parkway Parade U2 to give her HER present and to get my present given to me by Cheng Sheng. was a nice necklace or something. probably wear ir out on Sat at the Sentosa LOL. but the eagle damn funny. i think i prob buy something to change it. and the 'chain' or wadever u call it is kinda tight. oh well. its not about the stuff really. its the thought that counts and i'm really touched. THANKS CHENG SHENG ^_^
oh well. enough about stuff i guess. tml still got school. and as slack as i feel i still need to go off. friday slack. then stll got sat to go out and PARTY ^_^
hehe. oh yea tomorrow i hope to join Rugby hahaha
'blessed' as you notice, is in inverted commas. because people say that to be able to go about with normal daily life is a 'blessing'. I guess in someway you can say that, but from a normal person's point of view sometimes it really isn't a blessing, not really a curse but more of wad you deserve. Which leads you on to think why other people are 'blessed' with better attributes.
i dunno. but like today we were bantering around when that ass clown Eugene started jibing me about my size. While i like fully and totally understand that this was all in the name of fun, laughter, peace and joy and that i was also suaning him about his height too ^_^. I couldn't help but suddenly become conscious. again. fine i know u can lose weight thru exercise blah blah but i think mine is genes cause my parents aren't exactly the slimmest of people. so yea. but damn i'm so envious of people who are just born with high metabolism bleh.
then again there are people who are just good looking. like alton, people like dennis, cristano ronaldo (this guy is 1 hell of a bastard la, got good looks + amazing soccer skills. which god he pray to sia...) Fernando Torres, Beckham blah blah. i dun think i need to eleborate eh, you people should know. So like, instead of having unrequitted love, maybe someone will turn around and chase u instead. i dunno. sigh...
Then there is those people who are born with certain natural talents for sports or consummate skills in certain other aspects.
then there is people who are born with none of the above, a.k.a mere mortals. like me. Mortals because of my belief in the quote "Gods were actually human to. but they did stuff that humans could not do, so they became gods." quoted fom Initial D LOL. ok la i was joking about this belief. but sometimes i just wish, dream wonder, what if i had any of the 3 elements mentioned above... sigh
(NOTE: This was a really spur of the moment thing. partly because i was dejected over stuff that i guess had some relation to this i guess. won't say it here ask me in life or on msn. and also just felt random enough to do that. superficial, but i guess i dun really care)
ok on with today. more or less gave out all the gifts i bought for the people. Everyone was busy, yet found a way to come to some sort of compromise with me albeit me making the longer trip most of the time but still i'm alright with it. At least they made an effort to try and get it. I mean like giving an excuse like "sorry. busy" just reeks of lame-ness la. You mean you can't even like spare me around wad 1/2 n hour of ur time to go somewhere near? and the best thing is that the person involved stays the nearest to me too. sheesh. i can go potong pasir to meet people le i think anywhere in the east is not impossible. now u know why i'm pissed eh.
anyway, met mee han today at Parkway Parade U2 to give her HER present and to get my present given to me by Cheng Sheng. was a nice necklace or something. probably wear ir out on Sat at the Sentosa LOL. but the eagle damn funny. i think i prob buy something to change it. and the 'chain' or wadever u call it is kinda tight. oh well. its not about the stuff really. its the thought that counts and i'm really touched. THANKS CHENG SHENG ^_^
oh well. enough about stuff i guess. tml still got school. and as slack as i feel i still need to go off. friday slack. then stll got sat to go out and PARTY ^_^
hehe. oh yea tomorrow i hope to join Rugby hahaha
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